Sunday, March 21, 2010

The Countdown to a Sad Day...

One year ago today, March 21st, is the last day I saw my beautiful Mother alive. Wow, I still can't believe how hard it is. Everyone says it gets easier with time, in some ways I guess it does. But the pain and grief is still there. It is coming up on the one year anniversary of her death, and my Sisters and I have been talking to each other, because we are all having a hard time. I hope and pray the Lord will allow my Mother to be around us at this time. I will always be so thankful to the Lord for sending me to the most loving, wonderful Mother!! I know she is so happy where she is now, and that knowledge makes her death easier to bear. I love you, Mother!!!

2 comments:

Amy said...

I agree, some days it seems to get better and other days I feel like the big gaping hole inside of me consumes my life. It will be hard after the year anniversay. We will no longer be able to say; "This time last year mom was alive". That will be very difficult to handle. I Love You!

nathan n rachel said...

She will be with you...she is always is.